Oxygenated

I lay on my bed staring at the upper interior surface of my room

I can't see the stars for the ceiling is separating me with them

I search for the brightest star by closing my eyes initializing to breathe you in

I invite you to be my relief tonight to lure me to sleep tight

Your images float in my mind making me feel transcendent

Everything feels mild, air breezes moving on a lighthearted manner

I am vivified as I inhale your depictions, each and every of them

Your phantom circulates in me dancing with my veins pumping my blood

You etch my cells pulling my spirit sending it to nirvana

I didn't know breathing could give me such sensations

I don't wanna exhale anymore cause with you I am thrilled

I am animated

I am oxygenated

Friday the 13th of June 2014

Happy birthday,
The remaining time of your existence in this world was decreased once again
Happy birthday,
The remaining time for you to achieve your goals was decreased once again
Happy birthday,
The remaining time for you to make your dreams happen was decreased once again
Happy birthday,
The remaining time for you to please your loved ones and make them proud was decreased once again
Happy birthday,
The remaining time for you to be a good person was decreased once again
Time is running out and I have to run faster than the time

22 years have elapsed in blinks of eyes and I don't know what I've been done
Have I done good things more than bad things?
Have I got maturer after blowing 22 candles in my life?
Am I a fully grown up woman now?
I know, as I get older life becomes harder, birthday becomes scarier
Wishes can't be granted only by blowing candles
Sweet life can't be tasted only by biting birthday cakes
Happiness can't be felt only by clapping your hands and singing birthday songs
So what's the meaning of 'Happy' in 'Happy birthday'?
Is it an irony?
I don't know about you...
... but I'm feeling 23