Life Is Serious

I thought life was only consisted of bunch of jokes. Something I thought I could always laugh at
I was wrong. Life is serious, so serious in which it has arrived to the point where producing tears is a piece of cake
It's more serious than my imaginations and fantasies. I gotta stop being delusional
Passing birthdays helps me to feel how serious life is. But, since when life manages to be this serious?
Come on life why are you so serious? I thought you were all fun, you were all games
I was wrong. The problems it offers even more serious than math
I thought things in life just flow. Like water
I thought it was simple. Like rolling a dice and taking whatever comes to my way
Are you kidding me? A dice has 6 sides and 21 eyes
How many possibilities do I have to pass by taking whatever comes to my way? I ain't good at counting
Life, you are too serious. I thought my life was mine
I could make my own rules on my own life. Since you are completely serious, you provide so many rulers for mine
I am enraptured by its seriousness. It's beyond my control, my power, and my comprehension
I thought life was easy. Yeah it's so easy, too easy till I could hardly understand any single things of it
I thought life was not a big deal. Now, I'm clueless to find answers how to deal with it
In conclusion, life is serious. Screw my thoughts