When?

When will realities be fancier than dreams?
When will nightmares go back to their root to be worse than realities?
When? This type of Wh-questions keeps beeping in my mind
It bothers me
It annoys me
It steeps me
It disconcerts me
When? There must be an answer for this question, right?
I'm waiting because I believe time will answer in time
In time, I wish I could understand who I am
And how I would fit in the ever-changing world
Patience, passions, strengths, and self-confidence are all I need now
Where have they gone?
Come back
Come home
I need to revive myself up
When? Now or never.