God, I'm scared...

God, I'm scared...
Lately, I have been imagining things
I have been living in my illusions
I have been drowned in my unconscious mind

God, I'm scared...
I'm scared of uncertainties
My past tries to drag my feet preventing me going forward
My present is stuck, embedded deeply in a pile of fears
My future? I'm too scared to discover it

God, I'm scared...
I've changed into someone everyone doesn't recognize
I'm silent, sensitive, temperamental, and easily frustrated
Even me, myself and I don't know who I am anymore

God, I'm scared...
I'm starting questioning myself
I'm starting questioning everyone
I'm starting questioning society
I'm starting questioning life
I'm starting questioning You, doubting Your presence

God, I'm scared...
None cares about me
I'm alone
Lonely
Are You there?
God, I'm scared, indeed
I'm scared of myself...