Proper Closure

I want to run
I have been stepping my misguided feet in this void for too long
I'm bored living accompanied by memories that are too impossible to be replayed
I'm weary wandering around my fantasies that are too good to be true
Where's the key?
Where's the answer?
I need to stop this, I really do
I need to solve this quizzical maze
I want to save my trapped self as soon as possible
I want to call my lost soul to be back to where it belongs
I don't want to be selfless anymore, it's enough
Or else I would be drowned deeper
Where am I now?
Let me back to the surface
Give me the light
Let me find a way out
I want to go home
Don't trick me, time
Stop ridiculing me, fate
Please, please I beg you, show me where my proper closure at...